JJ Lover @ Paradise

New Posting Sep 2009

2009-09-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

Hi, I am back to blog again.
But this time round i am single, don`t have bf.
Cause we have breakup long ago. The past is so sweet but now is hurt.

A few more days, he will be celebrating 21st birthday! I was keep thinking whether want to attend his celebration. But due to one reason, I decided not to attend. People know why i don`t want to attend. But he somehow act like nothing. He only know that during my birthday, he help me alot so i have to help him back. He does not care about my feeling anymore. Others is more important then me!!!

Yesterday night, I really feel very hurt. Got one feeling tell me that yesterday those happiness does not belong to me. The person who is beside Jame's, should not be me. I just keep on crying alone without other people knowing me. I need love and hugs from you but u just don't care about me..

I also don`t know why we still meeting each other since my heart very pain. He now think that i am boring, inactive, fierce, stubborn, petty, bad listener and impatient.

I really miss him but he forget all the past. He have change, not like the past.
Now only know mambo, go zouk, looking at girls and saying them pretty. I know we have no chances to be together. Bless u with shan.

~Feeling of the day~

2006-04-24T01:24:00.003-07:00

Today 23 April, i wake up at 7plus den went hm coz i promise my small cousin to eat Macdonald breakfast wit her..We reach the place 8plus & use the ticket to exchange breakfast & a t-shirt to draw happy family..

After submit the shirt, my another cousin ask me go to toa payoh wit her to redo her hair. So we take bus no.8 to toa payoh & as we on the way, i was slp in bath and when reach the salon, i hav to wait for her abt 1hr plus.. We go walk walk & take bus31 to tampines & i continue to slp on the bus abt 1hr, still haven reach tampines so we stop at Simei ite area to take bus 17 to chalet.

When we reach chalet,it was 3plus so we decide to go for cycling & the sky was dark. So we stay at chalet watch tv and eat durian puff,still eat fish head curry & fish head steamboat.

~Feeling of the day~

2006-04-24T01:24:00.001-07:00

Today 23 April, i wake up at 7plus den went hm coz i promise my small cousin to eat Mac donald breakfast wit her.. The thing start at 8am but we reach the place 8plus..
We use the ticket to exchange breakfast & went to a block to draw a t-shirt of happy family..

After submit the shirt, my another cousin ask me go to toa payoh wit her to redo her hair. So we take bus no.8 to toa payoh & as we on the way, i was slp in bath and when reach the salon, i hav to wait for her abt 1hr plus.. We go walk walk & take bus31 to tampines & i continue to slp on the bus abt 1hr, still haven reach tampines so we stop at Simei ite area to take bus 17 to chalet.

When we reach chalet,it was 3plus so we decide to go for cycling 1hr & wanted to go swimin after cycled.. but the sky was dark. So we stay at chalet watch tv and eat durian puff,still eat fish head curry and fish head steamboat.

~Feeling of the day~

2006-04-24T01:24:00.000-07:00

Today 23 April, i wake up at 7plus den went hm coz i promise my small cousin to eat Mac donald breakfast wit her.. The thing start at 8am but we reach the place 8plus..
We use the ticket to exchange breakfast & went to a block to draw a t-shirt of happy family..

After submit the shirt, my another cousin ask me go to toa payoh wit her to redo her hair. So we take bus no.8 to toa payoh & as we on the way, i was slp in bath and when reach the salon, i hav to wait for her abt 1hr plus.. den we go walk walk den take bus 31 to tampines and i continue to slp on the bus abt 1hr, still haven reach tampines so we stop at Simei ite area to take bus 17 to chalet.

When we reach chalet,it was 3plus so we decide to go for cycling 1hr & wanted to go swimin after cycled.. but the sky was dark. So we stay at chalet watch tv and eat durian puff, haha really can eat.

Today still got eat fish head curry and fish head steamboat.. but after tat i went to toilet coz stomach pain.

~Feeling of the day~

2006-04-24T00:37:00.001-07:00

Today 22 of April, I today also work opening start from 9.30am to 3pm & this time i really go off faster if not hav to exntend..

When i on my hm,Under the Mrt track, i saw i family memeber & they wan me to walk back to tampines intercahnge again so i request to go to chalet since my aunt have apply & haven check-in so i went hm to pack den wait for my aunt, sister & cousin den we go to chalet.

I wanted to go swim but nobody wan to go with me.. hai..We went chalet to eat den wait for my cousin finsh work, to join us.. Actually go chalet nothing to do, jus watching tv & sleeping.. wanted to eat durian puff coz there got emi cake shop.. the durian puff really very nice but my aunt went to buy chocolate cake and panda cake..

y dun hav durian puff?.. hai..Hope tml got to eat..

~Feeling of the day~

2006-04-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

Today 22 of April, I today also work opening start from 9.30am to 3pm and this time i really go off faster if not hav to exntend..

When i on my home, under the Mrt track, i saw i family memeber and they wan me to walk back to tampines intercahnge again so i request to go to chalet since my aunt have apply and haven check-in so i went hm to pack den wait for my aunt, sister and cousin den we take bus 17 to downtown east to chalet.

I wanted to go swiming but nobody wan to go with me.. hai.. we went chalet to eat den wait for my cousin finsh work, to join us.. Actually go chalet nothing to do, jus watching tv and sleeping.. wanted to eat durian puff coz there got emi cake shop.. the durian puff really very nice..

my aunt went to buy chocolate cake and panda cake..

y dun hav durian puff?.. hai..Hope tml got to eat..

~Feeling of the day~

2006-04-24T00:15:00.000-07:00

Today 21 of April, I actually work opening to 3pm. i today was so happy tat the time going to be 3pm coz i very hungry and today nv bring tat much money and when my in-charge say the person work finish at 5.30pm hav to extend so i tot i not the one, but the person say can`t extend, so i have to extend 4hr.. hai..so tired.

When the time reach 7pm, my face blackblack coz time reach liao, my in-charge wanted to extend more but i reject coz i dun need tat much money.. and i very tired and no mood to continue the day of the work..

after i step out of the building, i saw it is raining heavily but luckily i got bring umbrella but my pant still very wet.. after reach hm, i went to bath den sleep.. too tired..

~Anniversary~

2005-09-12T23:16:00.000-07:00

Today is me and my bf been together for 3years & 5months..
Time has flie so fast that we both has been together for so long.

Today after sch, I went to put my book in the locker den rush to the bus-stop to take bus no.10 to tampines interchange to meet my bf. So when i abt to reach there, i call him den we meet at century square. When i saw him, he look so excited den he give me the rose. I feel so happy to recieve the rose, it was so beautiful..

We wen to take neoprint and den went to Long John Sliver to eat.Many people keep on see my rose that make me feel shy.. After eating, We wen to shop abit den we wen to my hse.

As we on the way back, the sky start to raining & thunder but luckily my bf got bring the umbrella den we both share the small umbrella together and walk back hm, On the way back, the wind blow & the umbrella cover blow up & my bf turn the another way back to make it to the orginal shape..

When my bf reach my hse outside, he feel pai seh coz he alway thing tat nv buy thing is not good so we dun wan to come it until i very angry and my mum ask him to come in den he ask me to open the door for him..

In the end, we still enjoy the day. When he come in, he started to play with my cousin so i think he also enjoy the day althought raining and thunder heavily.

~Feeling of the Day~

2005-09-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

Today when i wake up, i have to go and prepare and bath den go tampines control station to take MRT to Cityhall control station to meet my bf, Becoz my bf today take half day leave so we decided to go to cityhall as we have long thime nv see each other for about 1 week.. We went to Cityhall and then went to Suntech to eat Mac Donald & went to shop around the building..

We also went a cheese cake shop, the cheese cake is the best and even got the winner award.. i wanted to buy Expresso cheese cake but today dun have sell.. it sell at $5 per pierce, althought abit expensive but the cheese cake really nice to eat..

We went to YAMI and buy Bananana Boat.. it was a yogurt ice cream(" it buy blueberry, Peach & Natural") and it will add some fruits and nut.. I and my bf when we got free time, we will go there and buy that to eat.

After buying, we went to Esplande, as we long time never been there. we went to the rooftop and see the building and went to library to enjoy the air-conditional and went back to rooftop("we keep on went up and down").

When about 6plus, we went to take MRT to tampines and went there to shop. We went to shop & save to buy 2 coconut for my ah ma, luckily we nv buy longan for ah ma coz at hm still have 2 packet of longan.. When my bf sent me hm, ah ma was not at hm so we decided to go down and find her den when we on the way to 3rd-aunt shop, she already on the way hm. After tat my bf say bye to her den went hm.

~Feeling of the Day~

2005-08-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

Today afternoon, i meet my bf,my mum & my aunt go to Suntech City to buy thing & also went there for shopping.. We shop about 5plus den we take train back to tampines.

On the way back, my bf wanted to go to ah ma hse so he require me to ask my mum, my mum say "if you dare then go together with us loh". In my heart, i very worry wat will my grandma will react when i bring my bf to my ah ma hse but i also thinking wat will my bf react when he goin to step in to my house? ("it will be funny").

When we react the level 10 of my block, my bf started to be scare and want to go back home but i ask him to come, since he got the chances to come to my hse. So when he reach my hse outside, he dun dare to step in the hse.. he very scare and keep on standing outside until my grandma ask him to come in.

Today my hse will be eating steamboat and still got crabs to eat..my ah ma give he eat chocolate when he step in to my hse and ask me to take drink for my bf. my bf scare when he saw my uncle & aunt but we still quite enjoy eatin steamboat and crabs("i help him to take out the crab meat coz he was busy talking wit my sister").

I think he tody was very enjoy of coming to my hse. We hav been together for 3 years and 4 months plus, he finally got the chances to come to my hse.

~Feeling of the day~

2005-07-14T23:23:00.000-07:00

Today went to school to attend lesson for 5hrs den meet my bf & chat for awhile den take bus 31 to tampines mall and shop wit my friend that long time, nv go out together.. We went to shop until 2plus den i went to meet my brother & go home to play computer games..

We play until 5plus den i go meet my bf to eat desert and went to tampines mall again. Coz my brother going to be his birthday so we went to buy present for him.
We also went to shop around den went to buy bubble tea & went home..

If we everyday can like tis, i will be joyful..( @ . @)>JLHS<(@ . @ )

~Feeling of the day~

2005-07-13T22:28:00.000-07:00

Today morning, I reach school around 8am den went to my school canteen to wait for my bf(future H) so i buy milk tea and sit alone until he come and we have our breakfast then went to attend class.

I finish my lesson at 3pm but i still have to take test den go home, After i finish my test, i meet him & then went home..

When i reach home not long ago,i recieve a sms that say James admitted to hospital & he was serious injury so when i read finish the message, i went out of the house & run to bus-stop to take bus 17 to hospital. As i was on my way to hospital, i receive sms again that say he went home so i alight at the nearest bus-stop, went across to the opposite bus-stop to take bus 17(wanted to rush to his hse) as i on the way back, a sms was receive tat say he was passed away so i alight the bus den walk back to hospital, i was crying and praise tat he has not died yet coz we promise to marry at 23yrs old! The weather was so bad tat rain in the sun & i was keep crying,running toward the place & keep on call him..

When i reach hospital,he sms me & ask where am i? so when i confirm he was fine, my heart feel better, at tat time when i recieve sms, i feel tat i need him so much & i can`t lose him or leave him alone! In the end, I walk to school and meet him den tell him wat happen to me! This accident help us make our relationship more close! ~( @ .@)~(@. @ )~

~Anniversary~

2005-07-12T09:18:00.000-07:00

Today is me & my bf together for *3years & 3months*,

Now planning for our future and that will be happen on our 23years old..

Today went to ParkWay coz everyday went to Tampines mall So today decided to change venue! Althought today jus shopping But i still enjoy going out wit my bf(future H).

When we buy food finish, we went to bus-stop to take bus 31 home, on the way back, I lying on his shoulder and fall asleep until tampines interchange..It was so comfortable..Hee..(*-*)

~Feeling of the day~

2005-07-10T00:28:00.000-07:00

Total is 10 of July, 2 more days it will be me & my lao gong 3years 3months Anniversary! Today morning, My sister went to KL for 1 month den will come back. I miss her,wish she will have enough money to spend when she will be there for 1 month. Althought i not so good sister But i still care for her. Take Care..

~The Day Before Anniversary~

2005-04-11T12:51:00.000-07:00

Today is the eve before my 3rd years anniversary! Yeah! Dunno tml how to celebrate my anniversary.
Wish it will be the most memorable day den last year!

I haven prepare the present,Is not i dun wan to buy,Is just that the thing out of stock and it will only come end of this month..
Hai.. How? What to buy leh?

Tonight i have to plan how to celebrate my 3rd years anniversary. The day flie very fast, Just like 2nd anniversary happen a few day ago..
It was so sweet by thinking the past, the thing that we do and the places that we went before.

I will keep my promise that i make before and u are alway inside my heart(James).

~Feeling of Today~

2005-04-04T13:08:00.000-07:00

Today morning wake up late abit Then meet parent at market
Den never eat anything then go to school coz no time..
Every monday morning having math lesson,Sick & Tired.

Dunno why today feel so sian, Maybe becoz....hai..
Everyone tot it is all my fault but why can`t them
listen to wat i wan to say.. Alway dun let me explain
or keep on asking why, it will make me feel more crazy
by keep on thinking how to explain that will make the
person belive me.. Why can`t you belive me?

~Feeling of the Day~

2005-03-29T22:06:00.000-08:00

Today i end my lesson at 12noon den wait for my lao gong until 2.30pm..
Everyweek have to wait for him..hai.

After school, we went to sakae sushi to eat buffet. at first, I though i wounld eat much but in the end,I eat quite full.
My lao gong eat until 3rd or 4th plate den he say he very full so i continue eat & eat & eat.. I think have to diet coz really eat alot until stomach full.. But we still very enjoy of eating sushi but abit expensive.

~2nd Movies ~

2005-03-15T16:27:00.000-08:00

Today after school,I and my lao gong go to century square to buy movies tickets.
I finally got to watch the movies i wan wit my lao gong. Today we went to watch Hitch. Before the movies start, We went to burger king to buy food then go watch the movies. That movies was interesting, I think he is also quite enjoy watching that movies.

Wish he will wan to watch movies again and today will be a very memorable day for both of us!

~Anniversary~

2005-03-12T12:04:00.000-08:00

Happy Anniversary Lao gong,Today i really enjoy myself and
i think u will also enjoy it. Today we went to eat Delifrance,
I & Lao gong long time never go and eat delifrance since last year.

Today we have got to the places that we never been before. We have got to Singapore River and walk pass many bridge,These bridge are so beautiful espeacially at night.
We sit between the bridge and take many photo.We sit at there facing another bridge
,the boat past by the bridge and it was so windy.

We also went to esplanade and think alot about the past. We anyhow walk then dunno why walk to river side and saw merlion. I and my lao gong never went there before so we take a few photo den walk to take train.

We take MRT to paya lebar to wait for my 2nd sister then take cab home.
After we reach our house,my Lao gong continue to take that cab home.

Happy Anniversary of 2years & 11 months! No Matter wat happen,We will still be strong. I would let that ..... Spoil our relationship! Next month will be our 3years Anniversary, Hope we can continue to count anniversary t until we get marry! *Muack*

~Feeling of the day~

2005-03-11T18:57:00.000-08:00

Tml going to be 12 of march 2004,Wahahaha..So happy
Tml is me and my lao gong 2 years & 11 months Anniversary!
so happy and excited,can't wait until tml..

~Feeling of day~

2005-03-10T18:26:00.000-08:00

Today after lifeskill, I go to multimedia center to use computer to do my stupid project.. So many thing to do! hai..

After school,i and my Lao gong take bus to parkway parade to buy cheese cake.
We long time never buy cheese cake and eat wit him liao.
On the way to parkway, I remember about the past and it was so sweet.

After buying cheese cake, We take bus back coz i hav to rush back
to fetch my baby cousin. We drop of the bus at our school outside den
transfer another bus coz my Lao gong need to take bus 17 in order to reach home.
when we will waiting for bus,i saw one message that say i dun need to fetch my baby cousin coz he today never go school. So i can slow go home.

I ask my lao gong to keep the cheese cake Coz if i bring back home, sure finish
before 11 march and that is tml. my family like to eatespecially my brother.
although abit of selfish but i will buy the cheese cake another time for them.

~Feeling of the day~

2005-03-08T22:43:00.000-08:00

Long time never write blog liao..Today dun need to go to school so early, i sleep until 9plus den go school.I go school jus attend PE lesson for 1 hr for 2.4 running but i only run 3 round den give up coz my arm vert pain so i never continue den after tat lesson can go home liao but i stay back to wait for my Lao Gong until 2plus den i go home myself.*Sad*

Actually today plan to watch movies but today end lesson abit late so very rush.

Tml we go watch movies hao ma? let it be ur 2nd movies.
i still remember the first movie tat we show and it will also be a sweet memory in my heart.

~Valentine Day~

2005-02-14T21:42:00.000-08:00

Today is valentine day,I and my lao gong after school go tampines interchange to shop shop.

Today i saw alot of people having rose on their hands
and I dun have even 1 stalk..(@_@)

When i wait for James outside the toilet,
He went to buy rose and when he give me,
I tot is real rose but is soap rose.
The rose look like really rose,
I really like it very much,
I will cherish it and keep property.

~Thank,Lao gong~ ***Muack***

~Birthday~

2005-02-13T20:30:00.000-08:00

Today is my birthdayand tml is Valentine Day.
I feel very happy tat my lao gong celebrate wit me.
He has bought me a birthday cake,He has went to many cake shop to buy the cake.

Yesterday,I go his house to celebrate my birthday and he also have prepare my birthday present and the present is hillsong CDs. Although i not christen,i still like to hear hillsong and last 2yrs, We have went to the indoor stadium to hear and see the real singer sing(wah!!!)

We have promise each other that we every year will celebrate each other birthday and valentine day. So we wouldn`t break and we will last forever.

~Anniversary~

2005-02-12T20:28:00.000-08:00

Today is me and my lao gong, 2years & 10months Anniversary!
Yeah, so Happy! About 3years anniversary. Both of us so happy tat we have been so long. i will cherish this relationship. i wouldn`t let other girl girl get near u.
i will promise to be ur good girl,lao po and good wife.

~Happy Anniversary~

~Feeling of the day~

2005-02-11T05:37:00.000-08:00

Today is my first day start typing my Blog. I today wake at 7plus, i faster go bath and prepare my thing.Today my dad fetch me go to sch
but i still late abit. i feel moodless coz my lao gong go indonesia
den he will be back tml..I really miss him alot.

After School, i walk to bus-stop myself,going to interchange top my ez-link card Den after awhile,My classmate walk to the same bus-stop as me den they wan to go interchange eat so we wait bus togther.They noe my birthdae coming so they taking my pic, I think they are going to make birthdae card for me.
They hav no harm to me, They jus playful..

My birthdae abt to come so i wish my lao gong faster come back.i wish he will understand me more abit.I will alway love u,James.
No matter what happen, We wouldn`t break and alway stay together.