Hi, I am back to blog again.
But this time round i am single, don`t have bf.
Cause we have breakup long ago. The past is so sweet but now is hurt.
A few more days, he will be celebrating 21st birthday! I was keep thinking whether want to attend his celebration. But due to one reason, I decided not to attend. People know why i don`t want to attend. But he somehow act like nothing. He only know that during my birthday, he help me alot so i have to help him back. He does not care about my feeling anymore. Others is more important then me!!!
Yesterday night, I really feel very hurt. Got one feeling tell me that yesterday those happiness does not belong to me. The person who is beside Jame's, should not be me. I just keep on crying alone without other people knowing me. I need love and hugs from you but u just don't care about me..
I also don`t know why we still meeting each other since my heart very pain. He now think that i am boring, inactive, fierce, stubborn, petty, bad listener and impatient.
I really miss him but he forget all the past. He have change, not like the past.
Now only know mambo, go zouk, looking at girls and saying them pretty. I know we have no chances to be together. Bless u with shan.
